This is a stream of messages I wrote to a friend on Oct 29, 2018. I have only included messages from myself.
he said he was also interested
but one time I told him I erpd with someone else and like
he said his feelings were hurt so
so um... this weekend I went to TwitchCon to come see him
that was literally the only reason I went
he ended up in my hotel room for a bit and
but he couldn't stay because he has a roommate who is staying with him in his room
the next day he got sick and wasn't with us
that's not the worst of it
I tried talking to him about it
I wasn't getting answers from him
but I pulled his co into a private chat
And told him he couldn't tell anyone
I had to just get it off my chest because the guy was just blocking me off
I told his co that we did things
and his co was like oh it's ok if it makes you feel any better his relationship isn't going too great
which didn't super make me feel better but I appreciated the thought yknow
so that complicates things
the guy fucked both of us
but his co said they had an agreement to be open as long as they told each other about it
but the guy didn't tell his co about me
his co ended up breaking down in front of the guy and slipped that I sent logs
he's been blaming me for sending logs
he blocked me from everything
told his co i can't talk to him
and i just want to talk it out but
I guess that's not happening
it literally could not have been any fucking worse
I donated thousands to him
and dropped about another thousand and my weekend just to see him at the con
and I have a fucking exam tomorrow
I thought he was for real
I dropped everything for him
I'm glad it happened though