Thor
1 October 2018
T
11:28
Thor
But hey, maybe you didn't care as much as I thought you did. Hah, anyway im gonna go back to bed.
L
11:28
Lyric
... good night.
11:29
For you it hasn't been about fixing it either. For you it was about whether or not it would work. That's not fixing it. There is no fixing it if the issue was with my opinion.
T
11:30
Thor
No point in fixing an issue that has nothing to do with me. You want someone else you get someone else. That simple.
L
11:30
Lyric
I actually took steps to try to fix it be putting aside my desires for you.
T
11:30
Thor
So no, I am not invested in -fixing- you
11:30
Again, you're just trying to win this. It's not helping and you're being an ass about it.
L
11:30
Lyric
Well it seems like the issue you stated first was that we weren't fixing the situation.
11:31
I'm not trying to *win* this, you're just not making sense.
T
11:31
Thor
No dude the issue is that you fucked another guy online when you had plans to meet up with me and form a relationship. The second issue was that you went distant after doing so and acted like you had no idea our plans were that important. The third issue is that you wanted to keep him around and ERPing despite us working things out and planning to move forward.
11:31
You fucked this up.
11:31
Not me
11:32
Now stop this shit
L
11:32
Lyric
I understand that.
11:32
And I said that I would stop. I'm not sure what else you wanted.
11:32
For me to denounce him?
T
11:33
Thor
No dude fixing your second mistake included never doing it again. Telling me your ideal situation would be to continue with him just further reinforced that you don't give a fuck about me.
L
11:34
Lyric
That's literally not the case.
T
11:34
Thor
Except every indication points to it being the case.
L
11:34
Lyric
If I didn't give a fuck about you I wouldn't be talking to you right now.
T
11:34
Thor
And I wouldn't be talking to you either. I would have dropped your ass at the first sign of bullshit.
L
11:34
Lyric
I understand that and I appreciate it.
T
11:35
Thor
Now that bullshit has mounted so high that I just want to block you and be done with it.
L
11:35
Lyric
I can't stop you, if that's what you wanna do.
11:35
I still care a lot about you.
11:35
Even past a relationship level.
T
11:35
Thor
Again, passive, pushing everything aside and just accepting anything.
11:35
Fucks sake dude how much of this do I have to map out for you.
L
11:36
Lyric
What do you want me to say? "No don't block me please!"
11:36
You do what you want dude
T
11:36
Thor
Then you do who you want. Clearly nothing I've done was going to stop that anyway.
L
11:37
Lyric
Except it was and I literally said I would stop >w>"
11:37
You either want me to change or you don't.
11:37
But if you didn't want me to change you wouldn't be so upset about my opinion. Even though that's what you said. :\
11:38
You can say that this is just me trying to "win" or whatever but it's literally how it is.
T
11:39
Thor
No actually I just wanted you to choose a fucking side and stick with it. Saying you were going to stop and then saying you wanted to continue are legit opposite.
11:39
You're wishy washy as fuck and just go along with whatever anyone says is the new standard.
11:39
Aside from that I made it pretty fucking clear in the beginning that I wasn't into multiple partner shit and that I was into you and you still went off and e-sexed a dude.
11:40
Then you acted like it was some big mystery and that you never knew I was into you
L
11:40
Lyric
I think you're just missing it. Saying I'll stop and saying I want it to continue aren't mutually exclusive at all.
T
11:40
Thor
You're either wilfully ignorant or a fucking abuser dude.
L
11:40
Lyric
I seriously didn't know Thor.
11:40
You fucked me within hours of meeting me.
11:40
What impression does that leave on me?
T
11:40
Thor
Do people who aren't interested set up dates to meet up and talk about their futures together?
11:40
Use your fucking head kid
11:41
Or are you so deep in that furry life that you have no idea what an actual relationship even is anymore?
11:41
Fucks sake
L
11:41
Lyric
No, they don't. I think it was pretty apparent from day one that I was interested. Otherwise I wouldn't have stuck to those plans.
11:43
It's apparent that our ideas of a relationship differ. That's fine.
11:43
I'm not sure if that was meant as an insult but I'll try to take that in the best way.
11:44
I'm sorry I upset you.
11:46
I care about you and respect you a lot. As much as it hurt, I'm glad that we talked about it.
11:47
Because... I'm very bad at saying how I feel. I'm sure you picked up on that.
11:47
And you're right that sometimes I just want to "win" and that's wrong of me.
T
11:47
Thor
I still have no idea how you actually feel. Your words don't match your actions and you never show emotion in any of your reactions.
11:47
I don't know if you're happy, upset, whatever.
11:48
You just seem like you feel justified in doing what you did while acting like you're being forced into a situation where you should feel wrong about it.
L
11:48
Lyric
I didn't want to seem like I was being forced, I wanted to do it for you.
T
11:49
Thor
And to be real wanting to end this has nothing to do with our relationship views. It has to do with the fact that all of this has led me to distrust you immensely.
L
11:49
Lyric
I understand.
11:49
... I know I'm not good at expressing myself.
11:50
I'm tryin, but I'm sorry you have to deal with it
T
11:50
Thor
You have an opportunity to do so right now and you're not even taking it.
L
11:50
Lyric
...—
11:50
I don't even know what I would say...
11:51
It feels like anything I've said has only made things worse.
11:52
I liked spending time with you. Sometimes I would imagine us just working on something in the same room and it made me feel really happy and content. We didn't have to be working together on something, but we were working on something... with each other, yknow?
11:54
I have a hard time expressing myself.
11:55
Sometimes I think I work all day so I don't have to socialize and deal with the anxiety knowing that I'll say something stupid.
11:55
... Like now, I'm just ranting about stuff that doesn't matter, and it wasn't what you were looking for.
11:56
But I guess... I'm dumb for not knowing what I should have said instead.
11:57
I care about you and want to be your friend.
T
11:57
Thor
You said it so cleanly when you met me. Claiming love and devotion. Why is that impossible for you after a week?
11:57
So again
11:57
Your words
11:57
Dont fit your actions
L
11:58
Lyric
Because... it felt like I already lost, like it didn't even matter what I did or how I felt.
T
11:59
Thor
Thor, [01.10.18 11:50]
You have an opportunity to do so right now and you're not even taking it.
11:59
I can't do much more than literally tell you
11:59
lol
L
12:03
Lyric
I'm not sure what I could say.
T
12:04
Thor
Seriously?
L
12:05
Lyric
I'm scared that anything I say isn't going to answer your question.
12:05
Because that's pretty much what all of this has been.
T
12:05
Thor
I've asked the same question like 50 different ways.
L
12:05
Lyric
Just me not getting it.
T
12:05
Thor
Eventually one of them has to stick.
L
12:06
Lyric
I'm... still not sure what I'm answering.
12:06
Are you asking if I still have feelings for you?
12:06
I don't think that's what you want me to answer, though...
T
12:07
Thor
L
12:07
Lyric
I understand that you shouldn't have to ask again
12:08
But could you please ask very precisely? Even if you asked before.
T
12:11
Thor
What, should I just ask yes or no questions then?
L
12:18
Lyric
Well, I'm just having trouble recalling a particular question.
12:18
I'll try to answer as best as I can. If you feel like you should resort to that then that's something you could try.
12:19
But right now I just... need a question.
T
12:19
Thor
Alright here then. How can I believe that I am the important love interest to you if you're simultaneously wanting to continue online sex with someone else?
L
12:21
Lyric
... Frankly, we have different values when it comes to that. It's evident that you value it as a lot more indicative to a committed relationship, which is not the same as how I value it.
12:22
And you were somewhat right when you called it a furry thing; maybe my desensitization to roleplaying is because I've been a furry.
12:22
It just means different things to us. I did view you as my only love interest.
12:23
I understand you view it as not just a difference of valuing and you think there's something wrong with me because maybe there is. But I think this is the best way I can explain it. ^^;
T
12:24
Thor
It's not really a difference of values when one party is stating that it explicitly hurts them and you continue to do it.
12:24
That just shows a lack of respect for the other person or a lack of care for their feelings.
L
12:25
Lyric
... I guess I was neglectful of you.
12:25
I'm sorry.
12:26
I didn't really... see that. And you're going to say I should have seen it and you're right.
T
12:26
Thor
What I said this is specifically why I said you don't care about me.
12:27
Because in that situation you don't. You're more interested in continuing a tryst online then you are in moving forward with me.
12:27
That kind of thing is exceptionally hurtful and even the idea of it being a decision that needs to be worked through on your end makes it more hurtful.
12:27
If you're actually interested in someone things like that aren't a question. You just spend your energy on that person. Not extras.
12:28
For me it just seems that you either don't care about me as much as you say you do or aren't ready for a committed relationship.
L
12:28
Lyric
I do care about you...
T
12:28
Thor
I did in-fact give you options for open and non-committed relationships early on after seeing this behavior.
12:28
But you declined them and said you wanted to be with me.
12:28
You can't have it both ways.
L
12:28
Lyric
You're right.
T
12:29
Thor
This is why i'm hurt and why I'm mad.
L
12:29
Lyric
I'm sorry...
12:29
I did want to be with you
12:30
I don't know what else to say...
12:30
I want you to be happy.
12:30
I'm... evidently not very good at doing that.
12:31
But it doesn't change the fact that... I care about you and want the best for you.
T
12:31
Thor
If it was your only relationship goal you would have been fine at it.
L
12:31
Lyric
Yeah...
12:31
well...
12:31
To be fair, you were my only relationship goal
12:32
Like I said, the erp was very much secondary to that
T
12:32
Thor
Having a side dude is a secondary relationship goal. Asking the guy you want to be with if he'd be ok with you continuing having erp with the side dude is a shitty thing to do.
12:33
Any human wouldn't be happy with that.
12:33
Seriously.
L
12:37
Lyric
Thor:
Are you looking for multiple partners or an open relationship? c.c
Thor:
If you are, thats fine, I just wamt it communicated
12:37
Now I'm confused...
12:37
Maybe there's something I'm missing here and I'm certain there is.
12:39
So it's... not fine to ask about it...?
T
12:40
Thor
It is fine that you want that. It's not fine if you want that and want to be with me.
L
12:40
Lyric
Oh I see.
12:41
I seriously misunderstood that.
12:41
What was fine was the wanting, not the open relationship.
12:41
Uh
12:41
wow
12:42
I took that as an invitation to ask
12:42
I'm really sorry about misunderstanding
12:46
I... can see why you thought I was being a dick about it now...
T
12:47
Thor
Yep
L
12:47
Lyric
I'm sorry
12:47
I seriously misunderstood that statement
T
12:58
Thor
Well, what now?
L
13:00
Lyric
... I dunno...
13:01
I'm sorry.
13:02
Please understand that I wouldn't have asked you if I didn't misunderstand what you said.
T
13:20
Thor
L
13:24
Lyric
... yeah, my bad.
13:24
I'm sorry I hurt you.
T
13:25
Thor
L
13:26
Lyric
*gentle hugs...*
T
13:26
Thor
So like
13:26
Where does this leave us then
L
13:28
Lyric
I'm not sure...
13:29
You probably don't wanna talk to me much anymore
13:29
Erm...
13:29
If that's the case, I'll still be here for you when or even if you ever wanna talk. uwu
T
13:30
Thor
Now more than ever I need you to make a decision as to what you want. Not what you think I want.
L
13:33
Lyric
I want to be... at least friends.
13:33
I would suggest more but evidently I'm not in the mindset for a relationship right now.
T
13:34
Thor
Again, not what you think I want.
13:34
Couldn't be more clear.
L
13:34
Lyric
No.
13:35
*I* think I'm not in the right mindset.
T
13:35
Thor
Alright
13:35
Am I still going to see you at TwitchCon?
L
13:36
Lyric
I'd still like to hang out there.
T
13:36
Thor
Did you ever figure out your room?
L
13:37
Lyric
Not yet.
T
13:37
Thor
Still staying with that friend then?
13:38
And I gotta ask, it's not the same person as the ERP person is it?
L
13:38
Lyric
It's not that I haven't looked or planned, all my money stuff is fucked up right now
13:38
and no
T
13:38
Thor
Well that's nice at least
L
13:38
Lyric
my network dropped me because according to them I was running a scam or something
T
13:39
Thor
uh
13:39
what?
L
13:39
Lyric
Yeah
T
13:39
Thor
Explain this in total?
13:39
Also were they even paying you?
L
13:39
Lyric
alright let's see
13:39
They unlinked me from their CMS
13:40
two days later they email me saying they dropped me for violating YouTube ToS
T
13:40
Thor
Without cause?
L
13:40
Lyric
(which is completely unprofessional to not give a timely notice)
13:40
Well
13:40
I asked them about what I did specifically
13:40
Thanks for reaching out.

Our brand and safety team checks our partner's channels on an ongoing basis. On your channel, it was related to this policy https://support.google.com/youtube/answer/2801973?hl=en .  We do not have any specific information on which exact policy.
13:41
This is what bbtv said back to me
T
13:41
Thor
You should press them for specifics
13:41
Because that sounds like bullshit?
L
13:41
Lyric
I am pressing them.
13:41
And if it's bs I'm pressing charges.
T
13:42
Thor
Absolutely press charges
L
13:42
Lyric
A lot of people were let go from bbtv without good reason and without timely notice
T
13:42
Thor
How much were you making off the deal?
L
13:42
Lyric
No warning ahead of time
13:42
95/5
T
13:42
Thor
So they made 5%
L
13:42
Lyric
it was 85/15
13:42
I recently renegotiated
T
13:42
Thor
So they took 15%
13:43
What did they offer you in return?
L
13:43
Lyric
I theorize that they weren't comfortable with the new split
13:43
uh
13:43
hardly much
13:43
being able to claim videos
13:43
that's about it
T
13:43
Thor
Yeah, don't be a part of a network
13:43
Keep 100% of your money
L
13:43
Lyric
That's why I renegotiated
13:43
Yeah
T
13:44
Thor
If you don't mind me asking how much do you even make off YouTube?
13:44
And do you lose any revenue from this happening?
L
13:44
Lyric
1200/mo
13:45
I don't lose any from BBTV but I am left on my own for AdSense
13:45
I'm lucky I have an existing approved AdSense account
13:45
otherwise I would have to wait to be approved which can takes months to a couple years
T
13:45
Thor
What is BBTV?
L
13:45
Lyric
BroadBand TV
13:46
The name of my network
13:46
ex network
T
13:46
Thor
ADSense took us like
13:46
a day
13:46
to setup
13:46
If your YouTube is partnered it's instant
13:46
so lol
13:46
In this case what would you even press charges for?
13:47
Sounds like a win to me
L
13:47
Lyric
ahem
13:47
it actually is
13:47
I was uh
13:47
Looking at another network
T
13:47
Thor
Why
L
13:48
Lyric
Because
13:48
A lot of my videos I can't make money off of without a network.
T
13:48
Thor
Why?
L
13:48
Lyric
Because if a publisher claims the composition asset of a video then they make all the revenue off of it.
T
13:48
Thor
So thats what a network did for you
13:48
it protected you from that
L
13:49
Lyric
The only way for me to even make half of that video's value is to claim the sound recording asset
T
13:49
Thor
Yeah it's time to press charges then
L
13:49
Lyric
and yeah
T
13:49
Thor
You didnt give the full picture
L
13:49
Lyric
Sorry.
T
13:49
Thor
They didnt do basically nothing
13:49
They protected you from legal action
L
13:49
Lyric
Yeah—
13:49
I don't even know what happens to those claims now. I should check to make sure they release it
T
13:49
Thor
My guess is they see piano reproductions as non-creative
L
13:50
Lyric
Regardless, it's not a scam
13:50
I don't even ask for donations
T
13:50
Thor
Thus calling you a scam in the process
13:50
I think what they've done here is try to say that you're just stealing music and re-publishing it
13:50
And then calling you a scam
13:52
What other network are you looking at?>
L
13:53
Lyric
Talentsy
13:53
It's a... much smaller network
T
13:53
Thor
Think it matters though?
L
13:53
Lyric
I think they've got like 30 creators
13:53
I think it does
13:54
From what I hear they have a creator to staff ratio of about 2:1 and my friends who are with them are enjoying it
T
13:54
Thor
They appear to have sponsorship options
13:54
Yeah go with them dude
13:55
See for us since we make all our content I dont have to deal with networks
L
13:55
Lyric
Yeah
13:55
That's a good part of that xP
13:56
I'll have to reclaim all my vids and stuff so that's annoying but otherwise it should be a smooth transition.
13:57
One dude from Talentsy reached out to me about it and set up a whole conference and everything and I told him afterward like hey I already applied on your site and got approved
13:57
And he was like "oh."
13:57
Here's a big thing
L
13:58
Lyric
yikes
13:59
Glad to hear it got resolved but wow
T
13:59
Thor
Same shit happened to us
13:59
27 days for us
13:59
We handled it the same way
13:59
Hit Twitter
14:00
People with millions of subs jumped to our defense
14:00
YouTube fixed it
L
14:00
Lyric
Sounds about right.
T
14:00
Thor
Right now im dealing with Twitch being ass
14:00
So we have a split ratio for our subs with Twitch
14:01
When you hit partner you get % changes based on sub Tiers
14:01
T3's pay us a specific % higher than T1's
14:01
However
14:01
The %'s aren't adding up
14:01
They are ripping us off for 5-10% per sub
14:01
And im trying to find out why
L
14:02
Lyric
Well
14:02
At least twitch actually handles cases like this
T
14:02
Thor
Accurate
L
14:02
Lyric
instead of waiting for big drama
T
14:02
Thor
YouTube is a shitshow
L
14:03
Lyric
you could say it's kinda bad yeah
T
14:04
Thor
In terms of creator support it's terrible
L
14:04
Lyric
Oh yeah just the worst
T
14:10
Thor
Bleh
14:10
Did you ever end up getting that test by the way?
L
14:16
Lyric
Was going to call for an appointment today
14:16
There's a clinic by my house
T
14:18
Thor
oki
14:18
Bluh
L
14:19
Lyric
*nuzzle* uwu
14:20
Unrelated but I wanna get a doctor's appointment to checkup for health issues
14:20
my resting heart rate is quite high
T
14:20
Thor
Nuzzle? o.o Thought you didn't want me?
14:21
And yeah get that checked out
L
14:24
Lyric
I guess— Should I not nuzzle anymore? uwu
T
14:24
Thor
Not what I asked
14:24
"Thought you didn't want me?" > "So you're still attracted to me?"
L
14:26
Lyric
Mnh... I guess feelings don't go away that quickly. I don't want to be with you because I don't think I'm ready. Not because I'm not attracted.
T
14:27
Thor
Well I'm still attracted to you too so...
14:27
If you still wanted to snuggle up at TwitchCon that would be nice?
L
14:27
Lyric
Or rather, I guess feelings don't go away just because I say I'm not ready. uwu
14:27
Y-yeah! I'd be down~!
T
14:27
Thor
I call big spoon <.<
L
14:28
Lyric
Oke, you can be big spoon first. :3
T
14:28
Thor
First? c.c;
L
14:29
Lyric
I'm just teasing xP
T
14:31
Thor
Are you? :3
L
14:31
Lyric
I guess we'll find out. uwu
T
14:32
Thor
*pokes your ribs*
L
14:33
Lyric
*wiggles* 'w';
T
14:35
Thor
So umm
14:35
Are you saying you're interested in a casual thing with me but not a serious one?
L
14:36
Lyric
I'm attracted to you but I'm not ready for a commitment yet.
14:36
With anybody
T
14:36
Thor
Not what I asked
L
14:37
Lyric
oh, right
14:37
Yes, you're right.
T
14:40
Thor
So sexual stuff with me but also with others then?
L
14:40
Lyric
Hmm...
14:41
I just like, wanna be friends or close friends, y'know?
14:41
and stuff can happen between us if the moment arises
T
14:41
Thor
Sexual stuff is above friends
14:41
Thats a different level
14:41
yaknow?
L
14:42
Lyric
well, that's why I said like, close friends ^^;
14:42
as in like
T
14:42
Thor
question is important <_<
14:42
please dont dodge
L
14:42
Lyric
*close friends*
14:43
I guess so, if that's something you'd be mutually interested in— though I'd still like to consider myself single for the time being.
T
14:45
Thor
So basically what you're saying is you want to be friends with benefits and be open to have sexual encounters with anyone else if you want to.
L
14:46
Lyric
U-uh
14:46
I don't know why that statement feels loaded somehow.
T
14:47
Thor
Nope, simple yes or no.
14:47
I'm being direct, and asking you to be the same.
L
14:48
Lyric
Yes, but at the same time I don't want our dynamic to be based mainly on sex.
T
14:49
Thor
Alright well I can't agree to that then unfortunately. Sexual attraction for me is based on emotional connection. If I don't feel important or like im special to the other person in some way then I can't really get turned on.
L
14:49
Lyric
Fair enough. uwu
T
14:49
Thor
So if it's a situation of me being one of the multiple friends with benefits kinda things I just wouldn't be into it.
L
14:49
Lyric
I understand.
T
14:50
Thor
Does that change any of your answers?
L
14:50
Lyric
Hmm.......
14:50
Yes.
14:50
I want to be friends or close friends.
14:51
I think I'm not ready for commitment quite yet, having a couple loose ends to tie up first. I also think we should get to know each other more before we consider a committed relationship anyway.
T
14:52
Thor
Dating isn't committed. It just means not boning other peeps while you test stuff out.
14:52
Also what does "close friends" mean?
L
14:53
Lyric
Close friends as in friends but close... Wow that sucks
14:54
I guess I just mean friends.
T
14:55
Thor
Yeah lol
14:55
Glad you see how that made no sense
L
14:57
Lyric
Sometimes I just need some sense knocked into me. uwu
T
15:00
Thor
You seem to answer stuff in super weird ways
L
15:01
Lyric
I don't mean to.
T
15:01
Thor
And your term Close Friends just sounds like an Open Relationship?
L
15:02
Lyric
Not what I meant since I believe that's out of the question.
T
15:02
Thor
Yeah I wouldn't be into that.
15:02
For me it's like just focus on being sexual with one person at a time.
15:03
Any more than that and you can't give them the attention they deserve anyway
L
15:03
Lyric
I understand. That seems to make the most sense too.
T
15:04
Thor
But yeah if you're still have active stuff with others no cuddly stuff at TwitchCon with me.
15:04
Partially because it feels bad, partially because it's dangerous healthwise.
L
15:06
Lyric
yeah—
15:06
Healthwise?
T
15:08
Thor
Yeah if you hooked up with someone and got an STD?
L
15:11
Lyric
irl??
15:12
Um for me there's a big line between online and irl sex
T
15:12
Thor
You said that you had a hookup pretty recently
L
15:15
Lyric
Well
15:15
First of all we didn't do anything
T
15:15
Thor
And you want to hookup with me at TwitchCon <_<;
L
15:15
Lyric
Second of all I said I didn't like it so I wouldn't do it again
T
15:16
Thor
Hookup means sex, what do you mean you didn't do anything? ._.
L
15:16
Lyric
Oh...
15:16
... I just went to his house.
15:16
.w."
T
15:16
Thor
Holy shit dude, you didn't have sex or makeout?
L
15:16
Lyric
No
15:17
egh
T
15:17
Thor
You portrayed yourself like
15:17
Megabadly LOL
L
15:17
Lyric
We watched Disenchanted for hours
T
15:17
Thor
Why do you think I've been so on edge about this shit?
15:17
You said it was a HOOKUP
L
15:17
Lyric
I tried to do my homework and he kept bugging me and aA
T
15:17
Thor
For fucks sake lol
L
15:17
Lyric
And I'm sorry ;w ;
15:17
I mean
15:18
I just said that because I went to their house having not known them for very long
15:20
I... honestly didn't mean to make you think I did anything irl
15:21
I am pretty strict on real life stuff x.x
T
15:21
Thor
You made yourself out like a big slut then asked me to be cool with you doing stuff with another dude online.
15:21
Like holy shit man
L
15:22
Lyric
I'm sorry ;w ;
15:22
Dude I knew his mom was home when I came over
T
15:22
Thor
You didnt say that shit lol
L
15:22
Lyric
Nothing sexual was going on there
T
15:22
Thor
You said you hooked up with a guy
15:22
And I was like
L
15:22
Lyric
I'm sorry ;w ;
T
15:22
Thor
Hey you should get tested
L
15:22
Lyric
I did!
15:22
... well
T
15:22
Thor
You didnt hook up with him
15:22
You hung out with him
15:22
a hookup is sexual
15:22
you didnt fuck him
15:22
you didnt make out
15:22
its not a hookup
L
15:23
Lyric
O-oke...
15:23
... I didn't know that.
15:23
I mean, I knew hook ups could be sexual
15:23
But I also thought hook ups could be not sexual
L
15:24
Lyric
Oh...
15:24
... I never looked it up
15:24
wow
15:24
>—>"
15:24
I'm just like
T
15:25
Thor
Fucking hilarious
L
15:25
Lyric
50 billion dumbs aren't i
T
15:25
Thor
Yes
15:25
At least
L
15:25
Lyric
;w ;
T
15:25
Thor
This whole time I was mad because of legit this
15:25
Because you said you hooked up with a dude recently and didn't like it then wanted to keep erping with a dude online.
15:25
You painted a picture where you were fucking around irl and online and just wanted another notch on your belt as me.
15:25
Like holy fuck
L
15:26
Lyric
No that's not how I view you ;w;
T
15:26
Thor
Words have meaning!
15:26
Learn them before you use them!
L
15:26
Lyric
I thought hookup had a different meaning ;W ;
15:26
I'm sorry >w<
T
15:26
Thor
Yeah to people 70 and over!
L
15:27
Lyric
... people 70 and over hook up?
T
15:27
Thor
You didn't even read the post I sent you did you
15:27
"if a very old person says it, it probbably means to simply spend time with somebody. "
15:27
How much egg is on your face right now
15:27
All of it?
15:27
All of the egg
L
15:27
Lyric
I just read the snippet preview ;v;
T
15:28
Thor
To have any form of intamicy with a member of the prefered sex that you don't consider a significant other. Usually, when said by modern youth it means to make out, and when said by people between the ages of 20 and 35 it generally means to have sex, and if a very old person says it, it probbably means to simply spend time with somebody.
L
15:28
Lyric
Well
T
15:28
Thor
17 year old: dude i hooked up with jill yesterday, and she had horrible breath! i almost puked in her mouth

24 year old: i hooked up with patricia last night, but that bitch wanted me to put it in her ass so i left!

60 year old: back in the old day, me and my friends would always hookup and play some football down by the lake.
15:28
Language, now you know.
L
15:28
Lyric
Now I know...
15:29
I'm sorry
15:29
I caused so much trouble from that ;w;
T
15:29
Thor
Booksmart Woof, not Streetsmart Woof
L
15:30
Lyric
>w<
15:30
At least I have *something* going for me
T
15:31
Thor
Alright so
15:32
You're not a sexcrazed skeeze
15:32
Your're an awkward dumbass who doesn't know what words mean and actually wants to be with me but has loose ends with people online and ONLY online.
15:33
Right or Wrong?
L
15:33
Lyric
Right ;w;
T
15:34
Thor
Alright, with that in mind, I am good with being with you at TwitchCon and more than that. Take the time you need to tie up your loose ends. That stuff isn't hard unless you were dating them in secret and don't know what to do now.
15:34
A simple "Hey im seeing someone I can't" if they come onto you again is pretty much all that takes
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15:38
Lyric
*nod nod...*
15:38
I feel really dumb ;w;
T
15:39
Thor
Why?
L
15:39
Lyric
Because like
15:39
I threw you for a whole trip because I didn't know how to words
T
15:40
Thor
Yes
15:40
You did
L
15:41
Lyric
I'm sorry... >w<
T
15:45
Thor
Huff
L
15:47
Lyric
... *nuzzle* uwu
T
15:48
Thor
You are one frustrating doggo lemme tell ya
15:48
*nuzzles back and bites your shoulder*
L
15:48
Lyric
>w<"
15:49
some might call me a masterpiece ;v;
15:52
T
15:53
Thor
L
15:54
Lyric
15:54
T
15:54
Thor
L
15:55
Lyric
T
15:57
Thor
L
15:58
Lyric
15:58
xP
T
15:58
Thor
Alright so
15:58
Now that we've discussed literally everything
15:58
What exactly is your plan with me and what are you going to do
15:59
I don't want any more surprises
L
15:59
Lyric
i didn't mean to surprise you ;w ;
T
15:59
Thor
Stay on target <_<
L
15:59
Lyric
Right—
16:00
... I... am not ready for a commitment... I promised a friend I would stay out of a relationship for a year.
16:00
Erm
16:00
Different friend than who I erpd with, mind you.
T
16:01
Thor
alright, keep going
L
16:02
Lyric
I want to go to TwitchCon with you still!
T
16:03
Thor
You seem to want to hook up at TwitchCon is this the case or not?
L
16:06
Lyric
I wouldn't be opposed ^^
T
16:09
Thor
So
16:09
You want an irl sexual relationship with me
16:09
But not be committed
L
16:09
Lyric
;w ;
T
16:09
Thor
And you don't want to have irl sexual stuff with anyone else
16:09
right?
L
16:09
Lyric
yes
T
16:09
Thor
*Smacks your head*
L
16:09
Lyric
; w ;
T
16:09
Thor
Thats the same as being in a comitted relationship you dingus
16:09
Why are you like this?
L
16:09
Lyric
; — ; "
T
16:10
Thor
You just want to keep ERPing with your friend online don't you
L
16:10
Lyric
But I wasn't going to have irl sexual stuff with other people either way—
T
16:10
Thor
Well I didn't know that until you revealed you don't know how to words
L
16:10
Lyric
.... yes, just sometimes >w<
T
16:10
Thor
Why is it so important that you keep ERPing with him?
L
16:11
Lyric
I care about him a lot. uwu 💝
16:11
but like
T
16:11
Thor
Are you in love with him?
L
16:11
Lyric
I wouldn't marry him or anything
16:11
also be
16:11
also no**
T
16:12
Thor
You'
L
16:12
Lyric
Me'
T
16:12
Thor
You're legit giving me the "Guy he tells you not to worry about" situation here
16:14
Like
16:14
You want to be with me, you say you love me, but you want to keep erping with this dude on the side.
16:15
Your one ask is a pretty weird one if what you've said is the entire truth about them.
L
16:15
Lyric
well
16:16
I did also tell you I would stop xP
T
16:16
Thor
Then why is it a demand now <_<
L
16:16
Lyric
it's not ;- ;
16:17
did... I demand it?
16:17
Because I didn't mean to if I did ^^;
T
16:17
Thor
So far it's been either you get to ERP that dude or we can't be together?
16:17
If that's not the case then what is the case?
L
16:17
Lyric
The case is
16:18
I'm not... ready for... commitment...?
16:18
I'm not sure what that means specifically, I'm sure you'll want me to explain.
T
16:18
Thor
Yes
L
16:18
Lyric
uH
T
16:19
Thor
Since you want to have a sexual relationship with me and not with anyone else.
16:19
That literally -is- commitment
16:19
So... what?
L
16:19
Lyric
;w ;
16:19
ok I'm sorry I'm really just tripping on the words I think
T
16:20
Thor
What do you think commitment is...?
L
16:20
Lyric
like
16:20
a relationship
T
16:20
Thor
no no
16:20
What do you think it is
16:21
Dont describe it with other titles
L
16:21
Lyric
I think... It's a relationship?
16:21
oh
16:21
... I guess literally it would mean staying faithful through everything.
T
16:21
Thor
Yeahhhh no that's marriage my dude
L
16:21
Lyric
; w ;
T
16:21
Thor
Alright let me break this down for you
16:22
A relationship can be anything from dating to marriage.
16:22
Dating is casual, you're dating someone, trying them out, seeing if they fit.
16:22
There is no word of commitment and maybe you decide to end it and date someone else.
16:22
Dating is meant to be casual so you can see if people are a good match.
16:23
If you find a good match, that's essentially the term "Going Steady" or "boyfriend"
etc
16:23
Then you don't touch other people and you don't cheat on them
16:23
Unless you're into that and the relationship is open etc
16:23
Right now im like hey yo, you want to date?
16:23
And you're like, no I don't want to get married.
16:23
Also im fucking this other guy online.
L
16:23
Lyric
well I don't want to get married ;v ;
T
16:23
Thor
*Fingerguns*
16:24
Now do you see how what you're saying makes no sense?
16:25
Look, to be real, this is stupid.
16:25
Either you have no idea how any type of human interaction works for this kind of thing or you're playing me because you just want to keep e-fucking your friend and don't know what to do now that we've gotten involved with eachother.
L
16:26
Lyric
uh
T
16:26
Thor
It's super hard for me to believe that you have legit no idea how any of this works at the age of 20
L
16:26
Lyric
I mean like I said I would stop for you >w>
T
16:26
Thor
I asked you to stop and you said you wouldn't
16:26
So no,
L
16:26
Lyric
what
16:26
When did I say I wouldn't??
T
16:27
Thor
This whole time you've been saying you're going to continue doing stuff with him and didn't want to commit to me.
16:27
Literally this whole time
L
16:27
Lyric
ok I think there is a misunderstanding here
16:28
I don't know if I'm... like... looking. Does that word make more sense?...
16:29
I'm really not super great at all the terminology
16:32
I don't know if it makes any difference that they are with someone…?
T
16:33
Thor
Yeah it makes a difference, why are you making it hard on us to do stuff with a person who's already got someone?
L
16:34
Lyric
I'm not trying to make it hard on us...
T
16:34
Thor
Regardless, this is making things hard.
L
16:34
Lyric
His mate knows and the erp isn't me trying to get with them or anything
16:34
and
T
16:35
Thor
Then what's the point!
L
16:35
Lyric
I... guess there's no point.
T
16:37
Thor
16:40
Boy you gotta get your priorities straight.
L
16:40
Lyric
I know...
T
16:50
Thor
16:51
You've said a lot of wild shit since we met.
16:52
Said you loved me, said you would give me your entire savings, wanted to live with me, wanted to be with me forever, now you're talking about hookups even though they weren't hookups and how you want to keep erping with a dude online despite him being with someone and it being not ok for me and stopping us from moving forward.
16:53
For all intents and purposes you either didn't mean those initial things you said to me or you don't mean the ones you're saying now.
L
17:01
Lyric
The only thing stopping us from moving forward is that I don't know if I'm ready to date yet.
T
17:01
Thor
I like how you glossed over all of that and came to say this. lol
L
17:02
Lyric
Well, I read the whole thing and noticed a pretty big misunderstanding there
17:02
I did mean those things at the beginning
T
17:05
Thor
If you werent ready to date you wouldnt be trying to date me and be with me at twitchcon you bigass baby
L
17:06
Lyric
I just
17:06
wouldn't be able to give you the time you deserve
T
17:07
Thor
What does that even mean?
L
17:07
Lyric
I'm a double time student and I am just a total mess right now in terms of responsibilities
17:07
I just don't know if I can handle more stress
17:19
I was infatuated with you when we first met.
T
17:19
Thor
Was?
L
17:19
Lyric
When we first met...?
17:20
Yes.
17:20
I was obsessed, really.
17:20
Especially when you said you wanted to voice call every day, that made me really happy.
17:21
VCs mean a lot to me
T
17:21
Thor
What changed?
17:22
From my side it changed when you started in your words "flirting around"
L
17:23
Lyric
with time I became more and more scared of what you think of me
17:23
especially when you said that you wanted to slow down
17:24
Maybe to you it was just a passing comment but
17:24
I guess I can say I started being a lot more self conscious around you after that
T
17:26
Thor
uhhh k?
17:29
you were going too fast why wouldnt I say something?
17:30
I mean theres tons of shit that i noticed and never said anything about
L
17:30
Lyric
I'm not saying you're at fault ^^;
T
17:30
Thor
like your telegram profile
L
17:30
Lyric
I agree with what you said
T
17:30
Thor
"a canines got the keys to my heart" is a pretty weird thing to put out there if youre single?
L
17:31
Lyric
Oh... yeah.
17:32
You're right, it's weird—
17:32
I guess you... would like me to explain it?
17:33
Alright I'll take that as a yes.
T
17:35
Thor
yeah
L
17:35
Lyric
(am driving gimme a hot sec)
17:39
Basically, to clarify, I am single and not looking, and also added that to my bio as a stunt with one of my friends
17:42
It was literally because we thought it'd be funny and was not indicative of a relationship.
T
18:04
Thor
Awk
L
18:07
Lyric
Yeah...
18:08
uwu...
T
18:18
Thor
Night, napping before night stream.
L
18:18
Lyric
Have a good rest ^^
18:18
I'll be around~ uwu 💝
2 October 2018
L
00:43
Lyric
That game looks really fun~
00:43
Also I'm going to bed now
00:44
Good night!
T
03:53
Thor
Night
L
10:17
Lyric
Good morning Thor. uwu
T
11:48
Thor
Morning
L
12:00
Lyric
How was sleep? :3
T
12:12
Thor
My cat Gadget was being 50 assholes
12:12
And running on my face
12:12
So I had to kick her out of the room
L
12:16
Lyric
awh
12:17
Well your face isn't a treadmill (I think) so
12:17
he shouldn't be running on it :v
T
12:18
Thor
Yeah shes kind of being a butthole
L
12:19
Lyric
that's why you should dog instead :3
T
12:20
Thor
Cat is fine too
L
12:25
Lyric
ye I'm just teasing xP
12:26
I'm in a stupid mood today
12:26
I feel unproductive but happy
T
12:27
Thor
Whyfor?
L
12:28
Lyric
Just how I woke up I guess ^^
12:29
Usually I feel a mix of happy and something else uwu
12:29
But it's not often I feel happy and unproductive at the same time
12:29
I feel... dumb. xP
T
12:30
Thor
Whats got you so happy anyhow?
L
12:35
Lyric
Honestly I kinda woke up this way.
12:35
I felt like garbage for most of yesterday and today I guess I feel optimistic about the far future.
T
12:37
Thor
mmk
L
12:39
Lyric
Well... How are you feeling today?
12:45
^^;
T
12:46
Thor
Not great!
L
12:53
Lyric
Oh—...
12:53
Do you wanna talk about it?
T
12:53
Thor
What is there to talk about? The shit with us is bringing me down.
L
12:54
Lyric
Oh...
12:54
... I'm sorry...
T
12:57
Thor
What are you even sorry about?
L
12:57
Lyric
Being just
12:57
stupid
12:58
You asked me yesterday what the point of me wanting to erp with my friend was
12:58
I couldn't answer and I only wished I could explain
12:58
I think you were right to some degree about it being a furry thing with me
12:59
As embarrassing as it is, that's how it's been with me for a long time now
12:59
And as I'm growing up and maturing I'm starting to see that there really hasn't been a point to it
12:59
I want to stop for you and for myself.
13:00
It's irrational and I can see how it could be frustrating to try to deal with. That's what I'm sorry about.
13:02
You said I've been wishy washy and I think it's because I couldn't make a decision about it. I was really feeling a cognitive dissonance and I just didn't know what to think. I'm also sorry about that, and I think I have a better idea of what I want for my future.
T
13:05
Thor
All of that is very positive at least.
L
13:06
Lyric
Sometimes it takes time for me to figure stuff out. Thank you for being relatively patient with me. uwu
T
13:07
Thor
You said you have a better idea of what you want for your future. What is it you want?
L
13:09
Lyric
I want to be stable, and focus on one person.
T
13:09
Thor
Vague but positive at least
L
13:14
Lyric
Ideally the end goal is to live with my significant other... I guess that would be obvious though, wouldn't it?
T
13:16
Thor
._.
L
13:17
Lyric
Or rather I guess that's one of many end goals...
T
13:19
Thor
Well, I guess I wish you luck then. It's a good solid positive plan.
L
13:20
Lyric
*nod...* uwu
T
13:20
Thor
At first I thought you meant with me but it's clear you didn't. I'm going to get back to coding.
L
13:21
Lyric
I don't even know if you would want me after all of this.
13:22
I... like like you...
13:23
... Good luck with coding—
L
16:21
Lyric
Good afternoon~
L
16:52
Lyric
Thor, I would like to date you.
T
17:51
Thor
o.o
L
17:52
Lyric
I felt like I should be more direct about that.
T
18:25
Thor
Yeah that's a much nicer change.
L
18:26
Lyric
I'm glad you like it...
18:26
Now, my question to you is:
18:26
Thor, would you like to date me?
T
18:27
Thor
As long as we don't have any more surprises like this yes. I'd like a week for things to calm down.
L
18:27
Lyric
Okay, that's fair.
L
19:56
Lyric
*boop*
19:56
T
20:57
Thor
allo
L
20:58
Lyric
Hiya~!!
20:58
How's your evening?~
T
21:09
Thor
pretty ok, just settling in to the night stream
L
21:10
Lyric
Nice, I'll hop in ^^
L
23:03
Lyric
*nuzzles~*
T
23:04
Thor
*nuzzles*
L
23:06
Lyric
*wags and wraps my arms around you* uwu
T
23:11
Thor
mawr c.c
L
23:35
Lyric
rur. u//w//u
T
23:36
Thor
im going to put a stickynote on lores face
L
23:36
Lyric
. o .
23:36
i literally just got back to my desk and I hear you're doing something xP
T
23:38
Thor
yes
23:38
something outrageous
L
23:38
Lyric
much exciteeeeee
23:38
23:40
*gives your cheek a gentle lick* uwu
T
23:42
Thor
L
23:45
Lyric
*stares at your code blankly* ' w '
T
23:49
Thor
lol
L
23:55
Lyric
T
23:56
Thor
L
23:56
Lyric
T
23:58
Thor
L
23:59
Lyric
3 October 2018
T
00:02
Thor
L
00:05
Lyric
T
00:08
Thor
L
00:12
Lyric
Sticky quest :3
T
00:16
Thor
ohmy
L
00:16
Lyric
hey you said it not me :v
00:21
well... i guess i did say it, but you said it first >v>
T
00:25
Thor
I said Sticky Mission ;3
L
00:25
Lyric
oH
00:25
hEC
00:25
you right
T
00:53
Thor
c.c
L
00:53
Lyric
is everything ok? :v
T
00:56
Thor
Yeah just makin faces since you're going to bed.
00:56
L
00:57
Lyric
awh... uwu
00:57
tomorrow is my long day so i gotta get at least a couple hours of sleep tonight~ xP
00:58
remember my break tomorrow is at 5-6:30pm if you wanna talk or somethin ^^
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01:02
Thor
oki
01:02
I am out with my grandma for a bit tomorrow
01:02
helping her house hunt
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01:02
Lyric
oh oke :3
01:03
very sweet of you ^^
01:10
*kisses your cheek* have a good night 💝
T
01:13
Thor
*licks and mawrls*
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10:24
Lyric
Good morning~!! ✨
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11:41
Thor
mooorrrrnin
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11:41
Lyric
How did you sleep? oVo
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11:45
Thor
weird!
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11:52
Lyric
You slept weird a couple nights ago, too, didn't you? .o.
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11:53
Thor
yeaj
11:54
I have frequent shitty nightmares
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13:28
Lyric
oh hec...
13:28
Has it been like that for a while? >w<
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13:29
Thor
Yep since I was a kid
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13:38
Lyric
Well... Just remember I'm here for you no matter what. *hugs and pat pats your back* uwu 💝
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14:59
Lyric
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17:10
Thor
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17:57
Lyric
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18:16
Thor
Still handling stuff with me grandma
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18:40
Thor
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20:19
Lyric
20:20
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20:56
Thor
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22:33
Thor
c.c
22:33
where is you?
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22:48
Lyric
Hihi!
22:48
Just ate dinner ^^;
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22:52
Thor
22:52
im streamin
22:52
and its raaaaaaining
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22:53
Lyric
22:53
It's raining here too— pretty badly
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22:54
Thor
I looooove it
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22:54
Lyric
Well
22:54
When I have to drive almost an hour home on the speed roads it's a little less lovely for me ^^;
22:54
especially in the dark
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22:54
Thor
Don't drive fast then
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22:54
Lyric
didn't
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22:54
Thor
Take your time!
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22:54
Lyric
still hydroplaned x.x
22:54
xP
T
22:54
Thor
Why are you home so late anyhow? o.o
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22:55
Lyric
My class ends at 9:30
22:55
The parking lot is like a 10-15 min walk
T
22:55
Thor
oof
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22:55
Lyric
It's about 45 minutes to drive home
22:55
So yeah there's that xP
22:55
How's your evening~?
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22:56
Thor
good at the moment, making new faces for Lore
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22:56
Lyric
.o.
22:56
I'll have to check in in a couple mins xP
4 October 2018
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00:11
Lyric
just climbed in bed uwu
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00:12
Thor
cute
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00:12
Lyric
uwu 💝
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00:12
Thor
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00:12
Lyric
Feels kinda lonely~
00:12
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00:13
Thor
Why would it be lonely? c.c you havent even had me in it yet!
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00:15
Lyric
I guess so, but I still like to imagine you here with me~ uwu 💝
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00:19
Thor
L
00:20
Lyric
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00:21
Thor
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00:26
Lyric
00:26
💝
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00:27
Thor
L
00:30
Lyric
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00:33
Thor
L
00:35
Lyric
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00:36
Thor
L
00:36
Lyric
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00:37
Thor
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00:38
Lyric
good boy .o.
00:38
💝
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00:38
Thor
00:38
Just because Im on my knees doesn't mean i'm not in charge ;3
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00:39
Lyric
*wagwagwags* Y-yeah? :0
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00:40
Thor
You're the good boy >;3
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00:42
Lyric
I'm your good boy~!
00:42
^w^
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00:44
Thor
Damn right ;3
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01:01
Thor
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01:29
Thor
You still up and wanna voice? c.c
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01:53
Lyric
Mmnh—?
01:53
S-sorry, I passed out >w<
T
02:03
Thor
heyo
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02:16
Lyric
02:16
Hiya~
02:16
I'll be up for a bit longer ^^
02:16
Playing an event in a mobile game uwu 💝
T
02:16
Thor
which mobile game?
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02:17
Lyric
Steven universe tap together
02:17
xP
T
02:17
Thor
lol
02:17
You should check out Dragalia Lost
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02:17
Lyric
I really like the show ;v;
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02:17
Thor
Nintendo released it this week
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02:17
Lyric
I'll check it out .o.
02:17
right after I max out the new characterrrr
02:17
it's lion~!
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02:23
Lyric
eep >///<...
02:23
i started a discord call btw if you wanna hop in~
02:28
timed me out so call whenever uwu~
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02:31
Thor
Sure I will join in a moment
02:31
dramavian talkin to me
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02:32
Lyric
oke dokey :3
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04:55
Thor
now im in bed c.c
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11:05
Lyric
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11:25
Lyric
good morning uwu
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11:29
Thor
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11:30
Lyric
wh—!!
11:30
T
11:31
Thor
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11:32
Lyric
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11:32
Thor
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11:33
Lyric
mnnh... thor— >///>
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11:34
Thor
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11:47
Lyric
hhhh
11:47
you make me feel things >///<
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11:52
Thor
Morning!
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12:06
Lyric
Morning :3
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12:37
Lyric
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12:38
Thor
Welp
12:38
Twitch fucked us
12:38
12:38
Game Development is no longer a category
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13:54
Lyric
wHAT
13:54
Is this a bug, or???
T
13:55
Thor
Intended
13:55
Category was intentionally removed
13:55
We're supposed to stream under Science& Technology now.
13:55
Which is full of people doing chemistry, making AI, and building cars.
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13:59
Lyric
but game dev had such a big community on twitch
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14:00
Thor
30,000 followers
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14:00
Lyric
Did they give any comments about why?
T
14:00
Thor
Nope
14:00
No public messaging
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14:00
Lyric
s:
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14:00
Thor
Category full deleted
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14:01
Lyric
yikes
14:01
It's good to see you've already got your own following though
14:02
I don't think twitch knows how many smaller/moderate streamers they're screwing over
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14:02
Thor
Category visibility is 37-45% of our daily traffic
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14:02
Lyric
wow
14:02
That's gonna be a big hit s:
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14:03
Thor
It won't be at first. It will be over time.
14:03
Less new viewers = death
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14:04
Lyric
Eventually
14:04
Luckily your game is early releasing soon so at least you'll have an influx of interest from that
14:04
(theoretically)
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14:41
Lyric
*woof*
14:43
hey how far are you in dragalia
T
14:44
Thor
Beat the new raid
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14:44
Lyric
.o.
14:45
i have it unlocked i think but i haven't tried it yet
T
14:45
Thor
do it
14:45
you gotta grind rep
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14:48
Lyric
.o.
14:48
oH can i take the character with me for story quests to build their friendship?
T
14:51
Thor
Dunno
14:51
I just kill the boss over and over
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14:51
Lyric
o oke
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14:53
Thor
make sure to equip the paladyn wyrmprint on your dudes when you get them
14:53
+20% damage to this raid boss
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14:54
Lyric
oh oke :0
14:54
thanks for the advice ^^
15:03
*nuzzles~*
T
15:04
Thor
*nuzzles back*
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15:25
Thor
sent you a friend invite
15:25
on dragalia
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15:26
Lyric
oke~!
15:26
accepted~
15:28
can't find any raid rooms uwu
15:28
and my game takes a very long time to load when i try to host
T
15:31
Thor
go to the quest
15:31
click join
15:31
costs 2 wings or whatever
15:31
you get 50 a day
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15:31
Lyric
my coop stuff is a bit glitchy, sometimes takes forever for things to load and sometimes it never loads at all xP
T
15:33
Thor
you on wifi or?
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15:33
Lyric
mobile--
T
15:33
Thor
thats why
15:33
dont play on movile
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15:33
Lyric
that makes sense =v=
T
15:33
Thor
this thing eats data
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15:33
Lyric
my school wifi is very finnicky
15:33
lemme try to move around
15:34
can you believe that the wifi is better in the cafeteria than in the library
15:34
dumbest thing
15:42
uwu 💝
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16:19
Lyric
I'm still having a hard time finding lobbies, maybe I'll have to wait till I get home
16:26
oH it's not freezing anymore
16:56
Weird
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17:09
Lyric
oVo
17:09
midi by lyricwulf.com lol
17:09
i'm a website now owo
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17:13
Thor
yes
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18:42
Lyric
I have to listen to that later
18:42
at a "study group" at school rn
18:42
We are all taking an online test together lol
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18:43
Thor
gross
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18:44
Lyric
Yeaaaaah
18:44
It's material science ;v;
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20:00
Lyric
Finally done!!
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20:00
Thor
good!
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20:01
Lyric
*collapses onto you lazily* =w=
20:05
Hey Thor, for weapon crafting, should I go for the same element as the character I'm using?
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20:11
Thor
Dunno yet
20:11
Its hard to craft that deep
20:11
im doing that currently
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20:12
Lyric
oah oke uwu
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20:28
Lyric
Home! :3
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21:18
Lyric
boopers~
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21:20
Thor
allo
21:20
welcome home
21:20
im on stream for another 40 minutes
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21:20
Lyric
thanks 💝
21:20
oh oke :3