Feb 7, 2021

This was during the covid or just post-covid era, we had met on a furry dating app called Howlr. At the time I had just wanted to know another furry game dev friend. I had no idea who he was, what game he made, or how big he was on the internet. I do not follow streamers or content creators.

He had told me at the time he was going through depression from a divorce. I do not know if this was true, but this is what he was telling me. I wanted to lend him an ear, and invited him over. It was strictly on a platonic basis, talking about game dev, and light cuddling at most.

First awkward sign was that he was unwilling to wear shoes outside. Despite me asking him to, he just told me he doesn’t wear shoes outside. This led to him tracking dirt and mud in my car and home, which was already disrespectful to me but I chalked it up to him being awkward.

Afterwards he continued talking to me about his divorce and life problems, and then spent a few hours ranting to me about Diablo builds and how big he was as a streamer. I wasn’t particularly interested but again, as a young, furry game dev recently moved to Seattle, I just wanted a similar friend.

When we started hanging out in my room is where things got weird. Despite me explicitly telling him I did not want penetrative sex, or any bodily fluids on my bed, he kept insisting on doing sexual things. Eventually it got to the point where I was pushing him away, or telling him to stop, but he seemed to pretend not to hear, and with him being larger than me it wasn’t exactly easy to push him off. So he continued to dry hump me until he ejaculated.

After it was all done I lectured him saying that I had told him repeatedly NOT to do that. Luckily I’m pretty thick-skinned when it comes to casual sex, but if I were anyone else that could have been a traumatic experience. His reply was simply “You know you liked it.” To which I rolled my eyes in disgust.

At that point I pretty much just said “I’m taking you home.” And even as I was taking him home, he begged me to take him to the grocery store to pick things up. Frustrated, I reluctantly did so and just figured this would be the last time I ever interacted with this person. Afterwards neither of us messaged each other on telegram anymore, and he deleted his telegram.

Conversation with a friend after the incident

I pretty much blocked it all out of my mind, I wasn’t particularly hurt. I just thought “Wow, that was surreal. I can’t believe someone like that exists.”

For authenticity’s sake, I can also tell you I confided in many other indie game devs in seattle this story, and they believed me and have always known Thor to be kind of shady. I had no intention of coming out with my story, and didn’t care for attention, but it did weigh on my conscience because I do believe Thor should not be allowed to abuse anyone else further.

I had zero idea that he was a big entity on the internet until some game awards show showed him. This is when I sort of realized maybe I should confront Thor. We’re in similar game dev circles, I see his name everywhere, and beyond that I did not want to see further harm done to someone else.

[On June 16, 2024, screenshots show X being comforted by a friend, saying it’s okay to confront Thor about the sexual assault.]

it feels so fucking bad dude

I keep replaying that night in my head trying to find some good in him but whenever I do its like “Nope, even without the fact he ignored my boundaries he was also just kind of shit in general”

like he came into my house, no shoes, ignored most the things I said to talk about himself, immediately wanted to cum inside of me despite me telling him no multiple times DURING the time I was having terrible nerve pain

kept pushing himself on me as I was pushing him off, and when I told him that he shouldn’t have done that he said “You know you liked it”

and somehow at the end I felt so pathetically bad for the guy he somehow convinced me to drive him to groceries

and I cant help but process it all as “I cant believe someone that awkward exists.” but then its like “HEY HE WAS KIND OF AWFUL LIKE REAL BAD”

Conversation with a friend before speaking with Thor

These are pictures of the conversation I had with him, he deleted his messages literally only a day or two after we had them. And has not messaged me since.

[Additional images with Thor’s messages]

I was normally going to let this issue die, but seeing that other people have suffered from him made me feel like I should bring my story forward. Its not okay for Thor to use his status to slander other people, knowing he himself is not perfect in any way. I do not want to see other people suffer from his actions.

Some Telegram screenshots with Thor, proving they interacted

It would be good to make a post saying something about how your post has inspired others to come forward.

At least for me, that’s how I feel.

I really hate to see you harassed over what I think was a legitimately toxic relationship, especially knowing that Thor’s behavior hasn’t improved whatsoever.

The way he deletes his messages just to play the victim and twist the story is gross as hell.